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ice cream ([personal profile] bluedreaming) wrote in [community profile] theblueintheday2015-08-15 07:38 pm

[team sonic] in the deep end

First word is from here.
Title is from Hold me down by Halsey. This is part three of A little loneliness, preceded by there's a storm you're starting now and followed by hold it down.




Happy.

It's one of those human words, human emotions that Amber keeps trying to figure out. What does it mean to be happy? What is happiness?

She reads that when you're happy it might be because something good has happened. But everything in Amber's long long life has been exactly the same. The only thing she's looking forward to is when he'll wake up.

Happiness, Amber decides, is Danson opening his eyes. She wonders what it will feel like.