don’t stop, don’t stop until your heart goes numb

[bluedreaming]

Title: don’t stop, don’t stop until your heart goes numb
Pairing(s): Sungyeol/Woohyun & Myungsoo/Sungyeol-friendship
Rating: pg-13
Length: ~3.2K
Summary: Sungyeol is thinking about how Woohyun seems to be bursting with colour under the disco lights with energy and laughter radiating from him, pure liquid excitement flowing through his veins… he’s not thinking about how Woohyun seems to be disappearing, like he could slip away at any moment, blown away by the wind.

Warnings: Alcohol, cigarette, and drug abuse mentioned; allusions to an eating disorder; character death, inferred suicide; but nothing too graphic, I promise. Also an f-bomb is dropped.
Notes: @ my prompters: I am so sorry, this turned out way darker than I thought it would and the prompts really do not suggest such misery. Thanks for the prompts; I hope someone enjoys this, OTL. (Also—my regular beta has been a little busy lately so this is largely un-betad but I combed through it myself as much as possible so hopefully there aren’t any glaring errors.)
The title is from Fall Out Boy’s Novocaine.

Prompts:
1. Quote: "Still, being alone doesn't mean you have to be miserable. In that sense it's different from losing something. You've still got yourself, even if you lose everything else. You've got to have faith in yourself and not get down just because you're on your own."
2. Image: here
3. Song/Lyrics: Infinite - Fixed Star

Written by bexisaplant for the seasonthreee challenge.

Woohyun is sprawled across Sungyeol's bedspread.

For this challenge I wrote なめて終わってゆく春に二十二歳のシャツ脱ぎ捨てん.